Its 6 am, we drove from Birmingham, Alabama to Nashville overnight, Matt Hoopes was kind enough to let us stay in his home, the unfortunate part of it all is I feel asleep in the van around 2 and woke up a bit ago in the van and don't feel like making my way in. Figured I would do something productive for a moment and sleep it out in here, Its nice to be alone in here anyway sometimes. Falling asleep in the van seems to be a pattern with me lately, Ive been sleeping so hard and by the time we get to the hotel im to lazy to get out or I just dont want to wake up or be woken up. So I awake to the sun hitting my eyes early in the morning and i just throw blankets over my face for a few more hours. Its nice, i promise.
Im listening to the Eddie Vedder - Into The Wild Soundtrack while I write. The film itself moves me in a million different ways. From the value of relationships with one another to experiences the world and the beauty all around us. I talk about the film alot actually, mostly I talk about how Alex should have stayed and lived with the old man. It would have been perfect for him a family that loved him finally, a place where he was happy, and a man just as lonely as he was. Its easy for me to realize that about Alexander Supertramp but for some reason I forget to look out the window of the van and see all the beautiful things im passing. Its funny how most of us do that. So quickly we want to scream in a movie theater "dont kiss her or him","dont go out there he will kill you!"" Dont Leave Her" but in the reality of our own lives we would probably do those same things.
I would like to go to sleep now, but as for tomorrow im going to look out the window and smile and think about all the awesome things in the world, maybe ill forget to the next day but we can stick with tomorrow for now.
much love,
scott
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